keto koala

  This feels like war I do not have a military background, I have not been to war. So I can not speak for that experience. However, I can’t stop that phrase from going through my head. This feels like war. Here is my struggle and forgive me if it is completely off base. When one goes to war, they are immersed in it. They are with their team and fellow soldiers. Sometimes they get to interact with the outside world. They can facetime with family or friends, but they are in it. And then they come home, try to readjust to normal life, and it rips many to pieces. In the ER so many of my homeless, drunk, deteriorating, angry, lost patients, are old vets. War destroyed them. Young adults come in with PTSD and substance abuse problems. And it makes more and more sense to me why this happens. Normal life in the ER can damage you. I can say with a 100% certainty that my panic button is broken. I cannot tell you the last time I felt the rush of adrenaline. I also can’t tell you the last ti...